Feelings about Media

I love my media since it is an inseparable part of my life.

But I feel anxious that I am also a part of it. 

I feel comfortable when I’m in media,

Because I can dive into what I love.

But I feel exhausted and upset when I realized that 

I lean on it too much. 

I hope to be seen on media and everyone loves me,

But sometimes I don’t want anyone to find me.

This makes me think deeply about the relationships 

Between me and my media,

But also now I am using it. 

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