Oh how I hate to love you, Media.

When asked why I love you I assumed I do just because

Never gave you too much thought, since you were there always

I actually realized recently that you weren’t

You weren’t always mine

And maybe I hated the fact that I do not remember that time

.

When asked why I love you I assumed that I do because nobody knows me better

Always woke up to your bright colors and fell asleep to your soothing sounds

I actually didn’t realize you weren’t supposed to be there

You replaced waking up to sunshine and falling asleep with rain

And maybe I hated the fact that I did not notice that I do not care

.

When asked why I love you I assumed that I do because how could I not

Never imagined you existing without me and me without you

I actually realized recently that you were the bridge I could not burn

You were the bridge that I had to cross to exist

And maybe I hated the fact that you are the path I just cannot resist

.

When asked why I love you I assumed that I do because I am you

Never gave us too much distinction as I was sure of myself

I actually realized recently you were the key to it

You were what made me – me

And maybe I hated the fact that can I hate me

 But I cannot stop loving you, Media.

Student ID: 13994603

Published by deuzemedialife

Mediastudies, University of Amsterdam

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